I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

this is for all my monkeys and donkeys.
if you're lonely and need a friend,
and troubles seems like they never end;
just remember to keep the faith,
and love will be there to light the way.
anytime you need a friend, i will be here.
you'll never be alone again..
so don't you fear;
even if you're miles away,
i'll be here for you (:

Thursday, May 26, 2005

2(500)+2(250)+1000 grams.
the week's passing so quickly. and i'm barely done with all the papers and compre laoshi gave us. and tomorrow's chong fu xi lah. so tonight cannot sleep already.
and i haven't even touched the score that i'm supposed to use to back the children's choir on sunday. and i have to go back to church to work it out on the stage piano. or i'll just die on sunday.
10.45am.
oh dear.
and my brother just walked past and said that i look like i'm having a study break all my life.
like how pissing can that get? he's having a wonderful time with the air force, and here i am slogging through the stupid chinese o's. i feel like strangling him.
rachel boey (i got her name right! (:) was telling us about how mrs lee/mdm kartinie dismissed their coach. they looked so sad.
i think i've got some solutions for them, just hope i don't forget them tomorrow morning.
i sat in for band today. they sounded pretty okay, and the only thing that differentiates them from wow standard is the confidence level. but they were sight-reading. which is actually not a good reason... still, there's time to work that out.
i wish i was going for the trip, then i could give a little more to the jrs' development. i'm not exactly convinced that i properly handed it over to sarina. she's been quite choumeikulian these days. she says its cos of sec1s and her grades. they're quite slack la and bad-attituded, but not as bad as compared to the other section sec1s. just gotta wait till they graduate into the main band. then they'll die. i don't think i'm in any position to talk to them like i used to anymore. i'm not even part of the band le.
cos i'm not going for the trip, and that cant be changed. ha, so get over it stupid girl. i'm sure sarina can do bigger wonders without me there to give zingers.
anyway.
i'm getting used to intensive chinese, and i'll miss it badly when the o's are over.
just gotta cherish these days i guess.
paracetamol always gets stuck in my oesophagus.

7:25 PM

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